There are a lot of things I want. And no, I’m not talking about material things. Although there are a lot of things I want in that aspect too :) But right now the most important thing I want is peace of mind. Peace in my mind that the people that I care about will be okay. That the people I care about most is happy. Whether they are happy because of me or someone or something else. ...
Staying friends with you...
it’s the hardest thing i’m facing right now. I guess it’s hard to be friends with someone you love. But sometimes it makes you feel safe. Knowing he’s fine and happy, makes you feel better. I know it hurts so much but you know that feeling that you don’t care about getting hurt as long as you see them happy, I think that’s enough.
I'm trying to be nice.
Don’t give me an attitude about it.
Some crazy shit ‘bout to go down!
Horrible night full of tears. I wonder what this means for the rest of my week. Looking extremely bleak at the moment.
Weekend is over
Back to school. Back to work. Back to homework. Back to acting as if everything is okay. Back to acting as if I’m okay with every decision you’re making. Back to acting as if none of that affects me. Oh well.
Person: Omg. Titanic is so good. Rose and Jack were so cute! It's so sad the way it ended.
Me: No. I hate Rose.
Me: Rose was a lying, selfish whore.
Me: There was enough room on that big piece of wood for both of them. And if there wasn't, they could've died together.
Person: Yeah, but-
Me: And she told Jack she'd never let go. And what does she do? SHE LET GO.
Person: She meant-
Me: SHE LIED
Lazy Fridays :) except this morning when I spent a good hour cleaning up the mess we made last night XD good times. But now I want to see my lovely Julie who’s heart is broken and all I want to do right now is hug her! There’s nothing like a broken heart to ruin a perfectly good weekend.
Crazy night to what will be followed by a boring weekend. Found out I’m very giggly/emotional when under the influence lol. Or maybe it’s just Fridays that I’m sooo emotional? Who knows. Fun overall. Let’s see how the weekend will turn out shall we?
WOW I really didn’t blog a lot! I’ve been busy :) Seems like it’s the first time I’ve actually been legitimately busy but hey! it’s not necessarily a bad thing. The past few days have been good 0_o? I think. Issues here and there I guess. But right now they aren’t bothering me. :D I say that now but just wait until later on when all hell breaks loose! *knocks...
Rachel: "You have his eyes. And his mouth a little bit too."
Finn: "I've always had trouble finding myself in his face. When I was a kid, I used to stare up at the wall, his picture hanging there, and I used to convince myself we were like twins."
Rachel: "Is that why you asked me to meet you here - to talk about your dad?"
Finn: "No, no, I, uh...I want to talk about you. About us. I was gonna lay out a picnic like the one you had for our first date, but I couldn't really figure out were you got those cool airplane cups."
Rachel: "And I told you you could kiss me if you wanted to. I never understood why you ran off so quickly."
Finn: "Yeah, I was just nervous."
Rachel: "Oh, I could never make you nervous."
Finn: "I'm kinda nervous right now."
Rachel: "Wait, what's going on?"
Finn: "Look, uh, I have something to talk to you about, but I want you to promise me that you won't say a word until I'm done. Okay, I know that's a little hard you, so I need you to promise me."
Rachel: "Okay, I promise."
Finn: "Phew...um, I just feel like all my life I've been, you know, wondering if I was gonna be as much of a man as my father was. Now all of a sudden I'm up at night, worried that I'm gonna BECOME the man he was. Let's face it, I've got 'high school hero, life zero' written all over me. Except for one thing. You. You're like a...a beacon of light guiding me through the darkness. You're like this- this big gold star, and for some bizarre reason, you chose to let me love you. And I feel like if I can just convince you to let me keep doing that...then I'm gonna be okay. Everything's gonna be okay. Uh...I opened up my first credit card to get this. I know it's not a swimming pool full of dancers or - or a tux, or it's not very big, but it's a promise. A promise to keep loving you for the rest of my life. All you've gotta do is say yes. Rachel Berry...will you marry me?"